I almost had to Die for the guy to reveal a Lie
Its a new dawn, it's a new life, almost
Was it a Lie, or misrepresentation? The illusion is over.
Picture this, A guy who begins to date me, pursues me, and after 3 months in, when I almost lost my life and me saying, “I see how important you are to me”, that he reveals plans are set in motion, Visa's applied for, to move to India upwards of 5 - 10 years.
What!!!
I closed the door, since there is no future to build towards.
I was happy doing my own thing in singlehood when he unexpectedly entered my life.
Perhaps the end of my Memoir from Ugly duckling to Swan, will include the little love story of us?
Since the running theme is of that part of my life story is..
People are in your life for reason, season or lifetime.
Or perhaps, his story will make it into the sacred connections book first, our meeting had a lot of obvious signs and telltales he is a Warrior of the Rainbow brother.
The fall out from my cringe moment on the hwy. Did you see my last post with a video I made? I started an Awaken Magic youtube expressively for this community in case you didn’t open the last email, I uploaded that video, added to the bottom of this article.
Taking time for Self-Love
This past Sat, I took my inner child on a date and received a free crystal 👑 and a Rose! It was a Full Moon with Venus turning Direct, my sign as a Taurus, and it was in Libra, another Venus sign. All about Relationships!
I saw a correlation of a giving of my gifts on the Sat of International Women’s Day in March, to receiving gifts a month later at a Moon Goddess Market.
Generally every second Sat I am a vendor with a health group and I gave free sound therapy with tuning forks, during Women's Day, last month. I asked the women to join me in wearing an imaginary tiara, and I love, love that I now have an actual one to wear. Even better than I imagined.
It felt good to receive, because I had a choice to be a vendor again this past Sat, or take myself on a date. I’m so happy I did the latter.
I loved putting on their purple Cape for the photo booth.
I had a Tarot/astrology reading at the market since it was on the Full Moon. It turned out, by a fellow Emotional Projector, in the Human Design chart. I am just tipping my toe in Human Design. Have you heard of it? Have you done your Human Design chart? Here is the site I was recommended for a free chart, you put in bday, date, time like you would an astrology chart. https://jovianarchive.com/
I wish I knew I was a Projector 10 yrs ago!! So much makes sense now.
I’ll be writing an article about that soon.
Jennifer the reader, confirmed my path is on purpose with getting my books out to the world! Also saw the guy and I, it came up that we have a deep connection, and had a really good time together. So that put some of my ego-mind fears to rest of being used.
Just bad timing is all.
All of March was a catalyst for me to turn me inward to me and my writing.
It’s the hermit mode I’ve longed for since 2019. Then like all of us, we were interrupted with a heal crisis on a global scale. I had gone thru my own health crisis from 2018-2019 and finally found a safe haven to begin completing the Swan Story in 2020. Ha..so many twists and turns, I’ve surrendered the timing.
Now I am recommitting to write while I am still in this Realm and I back doing Ho'noponopono over and over again.
The below 1 minute Reel spoke to me, perhaps someone else going through letting go of people or a lover will find it helpful too?
Curious on what books am I completing ?
Memoir - Awaken Magic: Ugly Ducking to Swan
Memoir- Sacred Connections and Prophecies with Dave Courchene Jr.
Cosmic Love Breath- A promise to my Granddaughter
The below video is the one I made for the last article.
I’d love this community join me on my new channel, https://www.youtube.com/@AwakenMagic
Have you ever taken your inner child out on a date?
If you knew at a deep level you were living on borrowed time, what area of your life needs your attention?
Big Love,
M